Yes ? Or not ?! I don't know what to do...

            From day one, when I saw you. I didn’t know that you're the one. I know you feel something for me. We were just friends at first. After a month or two we became best friends.You told me in a certain way you love me. I didn’t understand what you had seen at me, I just don’t understand why. I refused. Have you suffered! You were sad, but not passed. You came at me with a rose, but all you had received was a refusal.You haven’t lost a chance. Have you ever tried? But all you get is rejections. Once you had fun, doing something not really needed. Not so my twins and I've been a little embarrassed. That bothered me, and this caused our relationship of friendship to such a disaster. Do not expect me to apologize that he didn’t ask me nothing wrong! I told him what happened because I was afraid. But I don’t know why? Can you understand this message, I hope .. If you didn’t understand, read it again until you understand. I think you've realized that it's about YOU!